My vow

I've made myself to promise. A promise to be the New me soon. I had let go of myself. Trusting people's advice is the one thing that lead me to be the worst version of me ever. So as i made this promise, i have so much hurt inside. There are regrets i listened too much. depend too much with others talking.  I don't know if i can do it.. but well at least i got this thrill inside of me now. A challenge i should win. I like the adrenaline rushing in me. That's me. Without the thrill i become stiff and  sad that will turn me to a downward fall until i'm in the pit.

Everytime i accomplished something. I got more will to accomplish more....


To be the New Me is i a long way to go. More promises to make. Like:

Don't let others manipulate me again with their lies.
get rid of this moles.
get to a gym.
don't eat what others keep giving me in this house.
Be positive.
Don't burst until this goal is reached. (bursting will ruin everything. Better burst when i've won this promises and became a new me)