My vow

it has been a struggle this year. i had gained 30lbs. i dropped out of school. hate my moles. hate my body. Hate myself.
2 yrs ago... that was the best  time of my life. 2 yrs ago, i never thought i would come to this. The person from 2 yrs ago would not even see it coming...that 2 yrs later would be the most tragic thing happen to her.


I promise myself to be back at my shape... remove these nasty moles from my face because they are not beauty marks. Though people from this house whom supposed to be my family says i'm crazy for thinking that i'm ridiculous to think so much about moles. They are all a bunch of liars telling me people don't look at moles. Of course they do. They lie when they say my moles aren't obvious. Hello, they are good looking people who likes to take care of their faces. Who are they to pretend none of it matters. They are a bunch of hyprocrites who are manipulative telling me all these lies they called "concern". In a matter of fact the more they disagree with the more i knew what kind of enemies they are. Me their sisters. Me her daughter. Me, i've been honest with them. then now when i looked the worst in my entire life,  they will say i look i'm even thinner than them. that my moles were'nt the think. I lack confidence they say. Huh what a bunch of liars


PS I will make revenge in a nice sweet way.